Hopeful nerd cum lifesaver

Been working for almost 2 weeks, i can hardly move my big bum around the place without stop and ask for directions, after couple of agonising seconds trying to match a name to the face i was talking to. Changes? I dont mind. But dear God, how I hate abrupt changes.

I met so many people, beautiful inside and outside, with better ‘akhlak’ both in actions and conversation. I just hope deep down they tolerate me just the same as i know, i’ve behaved too much like the westerners. Too direct. Too apprehensive. Too suggestive.

And its cold here. Its not just the air-conditioning.its the whole building that is cold. who ever told me malaysia is baking hot better work with me in this building! I could do another body heat inside the room. In fact, all 16 of us could may well do!

I love being here, bits by bits, everyday, for the rest of my life.